I stopped going to school since Tuesday. There were very few students in the last days, girls were studying for the finals alone and have left school to concentrate well. And I decided I should do that too since my sister will have a baby soon and I will be so busy to concentrate.
I keep trying to remember what it was like for me in the third grade, how I spent my time studying and all.. But I do not seem to recall anything that is not written in my diary.
Three years ago, when I was in the third grade, the war started, and my whole world turned upside down. I remember getting busy with the receiver, the new 100s of channels I had never seen before. I watched
Saved by the bell,
Clueless, and one other series I can not remember the name of. It must have been hard to study. But I also remember studying all the subjects twice, and getting an average of 98 at the finals!
So, it should be normal that I'm having so much fun these day, right?
Anyway, I finished studying English yesterday, still have to study
the merchant of Venice but I decided to study it with Arabic literature so I wouldn't get too bored from the latter. I started studying mathematics, finished one chapter and will finish another one today supposedly.
My relationship with Aya is way better. I drew a little baby on my hand the other day and she kissed it. I will draw another one on my face next time I see her ;)
Dad put a small fridge in my room. I filled it with food and drinks. It was a very good idea. I am gaining weight and I'm happy about it. Still have to gain 4 kilos and then I'll stop.
It was raining yesterday, and the day before.. But not as hard as it does in winter. I am confused about what to wear, I sweat in the night, and fell so cold in the morning that I want to turn on the heater.
Okay, I've got to go now. Mom is satisfied about my studying and I've got to keep things that way.
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Why doesn't it feel diffrerent being eighteen? Or shouldn't it feel different?
